Thursday, February 19, 2009

Facing Reality


Reflections: A week from today I will be undergoing a modified radical mastectomy. As long as I was going through chemotherapy, I put surgery at the back of my mind. Now reality is staring me in the face!! I am not thrilled at what lies ahead of me but I am trying to put this event in perspective. I can be thankful that I have lived 60 years with no major health concerns. I have been given the privilege of being a parent four times over and have breastfed all four children. I am not losing an eye, an arm, or a leg. I am still alive!! I have talked to several women who have experienced breast cancer. Amazingly, no two stories are the same. Every diagnosis is different as is every treatment. By outward appearances nothing seems to have changed in their lives! These women are inspirations for me.

Treatment: On February 11th, I had a MUGA scan and some blood work. A week later, on the 18th I went to the Pre-Admissions clinic at the Red Deer hospital. I answered all sorts of health-related questions and was given information on what to expect next week and how to get prepared. I also had more blood work, an ECG, and a chest xray. On Monday I will be having a consult with the anaesthetist. My legs and feet are still swollen but I think there is some improvement.

Family and Friends: Sonja, Aina, Madison and Trevor had supper with us on February 15th. Sonja also stayed for a few days as it was Reading Week for University of Alberta students. After my appointment and some shopping in Red Deer on February 18th, I headed for Innisfail. Judy Hopkins hosted afterwork coffee and snacks for my colleagues and me. I have met with my colleagues regularly since my diagnosis. Time with family and friends are wonderful spirit boosters!!

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